Fine Art

I don’t know why I forced this but once I force something it uncorks a river and I can then work with that medium relatively freely after that. Forcing things isn’t all bad and it’s usually inspired by love or the searing flame of negative emotions as a result of having nothing to love, (the former is far preferred). So for 2021, I won’t even try to list all that I learned and experienced but most notably, I quit social media for a year, tried to be in the moment in the fakest city in the world, keep no record of my life. Its not their fault, you are fake and you can’t even help it, because the consequences to being authentic are too big I guess, and experimentation is less expensive and highly encouraged. All the adults are gone so rebellion has no reference point, authenticity and rebellion are tied like a bird to its feathers. Unfortunately the boy that caught me in this life’s period was the only adult in LA, the only thing to rebel against and my lover, a contradiction that tore me in two.

I think I want to leave my social media free to the public, in case someone is interested enough to read it beyond the purpose of disqualifying me for a professional job.