Androgymore

Comics August 2020

Secret Motorcycle Rides and The Ability to Go Anywhere Alone Minerva Wakes Up Out in the public scene of alcohol facilitated socialization all the animals inch their way to whatever life scene pulls them in that night. They’re laden with veiled beauty and life, revealing themselves as they see fit for whatever game they’re aboutContinue reading “Comics August 2020”

For the Alone

Being alone means having to hit the the wall to know where it lays, that or trusting that the systems that failed you are telling the truth when they say you should “be like this” you should “want this”. Growth is a painful process but it’s possible to grow tremendously. Some of the gods areContinue reading “For the Alone”

Take Them In and Clean Them Off

I’m avoidant, convinced that I’m inherently out of place and throughout the years I’ve learned to adore that, need it. I was on my way to living a split life – I’d have my facade for others and my inner world for when I was alone – like most of us. By chance, by fearlessContinue reading “Take Them In and Clean Them Off”

Phoenix

She doesn’t like drawing things with names or eyes. She doesn’t like drawing for more than one person. She’d trick herself into thinking she was doing it for someone in particular and then never show it to them or put it up on instagram. There they could bask in strangers’ eyes, their meaning forever lostContinue reading “Phoenix”

Orange Palms

In my personalized tik tok echochamber I’m exposed to a lot of the crossover between what we know and what we don’t know, this translates to physics meets metaphysics, science meets religion. As an engineer I always prided myself in my ability to distinguish between the two. There used to be this trick we playedContinue reading “Orange Palms”

It Made No Sense

He made it seem like getting high every night meant entering the next level of adulthood. Constantly afraid and paranoid, but learning to ignore that pain for the mind expansion. Sacrifice or something like that Drugs taught me sacrifice And I took it, either paralyzed or in perpetual motion over some place my mind tookContinue reading “It Made No Sense”

Stranger

You’ll never know my slip ups, the way I claw at beasts triple my size, the way i’ll insult their families and simultaneously cry about how i’m abused by my mother, how my therapist taught me that, i’m not being punished for making bad decisions, i’m being abused. (Say it now – abuse make itContinue reading “Stranger”

I wonder what they thought? when I told them underneath all this, I’m so curious. I miss drinking with you all that poured out… I drank wine with dinner tonight The glasses were dirty and your could see a thin film of speckled dust over the wine And then I got an idea for aContinue reading

Offense at Nice Things

The books used to offend me. The way he’d ask me if I read Olaf Stapleton, read “author” like having read so much you can recognize authors is normal. My crowd asked me about pop culture on a good day, and hated Billie Eilish for being a woman most. Anways, I hid my contempt. IContinue reading “Offense at Nice Things”

Words I Don’t Know

These words had no bias, like I learned them straight from a dictionary, and I could make them my own. I didn’t know what any of the words meant when I said them to you: love, grounded, intention, intuition, alchemy, light. Maybe they echoed through me through others, but I knew to say them… andContinue reading “Words I Don’t Know”