He made it seem like getting high every night meant entering the next level of adulthood. Constantly afraid and paranoid, but learning to ignore that pain for the mind expansion. Sacrifice or something like that Drugs taught me sacrifice And I took it, either paralyzed or in perpetual motion over some place my mind tookContinue reading “It Made No Sense”
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Stranger
You’ll never know my slip ups, the way I claw at beasts triple my size, the way i’ll insult their families and simultaneously cry about how i’m abused by my mother, how my therapist taught me that, i’m not being punished for making bad decisions, i’m being abused. (Say it now – abuse make itContinue reading “Stranger”
I wonder what they thought? when I told them underneath all this, I’m so curious. I miss drinking with you all that poured out… I drank wine with dinner tonight The glasses were dirty and your could see a thin film of speckled dust over the wine And then I got an idea for aContinue reading
Venture Capitalists
I know you’ll give me a shot because you’re bored. I lost the notes on my Wing idea in an ipad-icloud sync. Tech is so unreliable to an engineer. My boy sent me an article about how a guy accidentally threw away the key to access his 8000 bitcoins back in 2013 and he managedContinue reading “Venture Capitalists”
Going Out
I have this image that I’ll walk into a bar looking all stunning and exotically youthful as I do. I’ll sit down at the bar after doing my sexy hip sway walk that years of dance training naturally gave me. I’ll order an old fashioned and sip it until I loosen up. The other loneContinue reading “Going Out”
First Good Wine
I drank the best Sake I ever tasted for the first time. I could see the colors. I could never see the wines he bought. They tasted like grape juice and that’s it. They were so obscure and carefully picked by him, I wanted to see them,I wanted to feel their organisms swim around inContinue reading “First Good Wine”