Experienced Lessons – Anthropological Magical Realism

On the topic of Hate, the role it plays in analysis and how to survive without it.

7/22/24 In Love of Fashion Clothing is interesting beyond its beauty. I think it’s synonymous to evolution. We’re creating embellished versions of ourselves. The dress represents fur, or feathers, or a tail. We can’t manipulate our phenotype after birth, nor can we play God in a real-life version of Spore. So we make clothes toContinue reading “On the topic of Hate, the role it plays in analysis and how to survive without it.”

End All Falacies

I am the type to break my back to see you break a smile. Let’s talk about end-all projects. In the scales of character extremes, such as tough and soft, logical-emotional, quiet and extroverted, schizophrenic and autistic, there is one scale that engineers usually fall victim to tipping all the way over to the rightContinue reading “End All Falacies”

I Can’t Sleep

I was really tired then I did breathwork and had the inevitable realization that “fine art” is draining me. I can’t paint with out a muse, call me weak, codependent… I really can’t do anything without someone inspiring me, like anything that requires physical labor. So I’m on a quest to fix that, some callContinue reading “I Can’t Sleep”

For the Alone

Being alone means having to hit the the wall to know where it lays, that or trusting that the systems that failed you are telling the truth when they say you should “be like this” you should “want this”. Growth is a painful process but it’s possible to grow tremendously. Some of the gods areContinue reading “For the Alone”

Offense at Nice Things

The books used to offend me. The way he’d ask me if I read Olaf Stapleton, read “author” like having read so much you can recognize authors is normal. My crowd asked me about pop culture on a good day, and hated Billie Eilish for being a woman most. Anways, I hid my contempt. IContinue reading “Offense at Nice Things”

Words I Don’t Know

These words had no bias, like I learned them straight from a dictionary, and I could make them my own. I didn’t know what any of the words meant when I said them to you: love, grounded, intention, intuition, alchemy, light. Maybe they echoed through me through others, but I knew to say them… andContinue reading “Words I Don’t Know”

Day 9

Maybe i’m too nice to make real money, maybe I got that from my father (maybe whether or not your father is too snake or too angel you’re gonna have issues) I cry looking at the world trade building (i’m sensitive like that, all the people who get into tech to make the world betterContinue reading “Day 9”

Ignorism

Let’s talk about “how to with John Wilson ” I really hope this doesn’t spiral into something pointless. Will recommended the show. A normal guy in his thirties wanders New-York and video tapes oddities that he edits into some absurd and hilarious theme for each episode. It’s brilliant in its simplicity. It proves good contentContinue reading “Ignorism”

Saturday in a Hotel Lobby

I wonder what divergent parts of us spread like cancer but do no harm or no good I’ve earned some sort of badge of honor that says I a have value to the someone who still believes a partner’s value can be quantified by something tangible I rather be addicted to dominoes than addicted toContinue reading “Saturday in a Hotel Lobby”

My Nails are Pretty

I hurt my thumb about a year ago and got two consecutive cortisone shots. That fixed the issue for 6 months or so but now my tendon burns when I move it. Deep down I know the cortisone shots dissolved part of my tendon but my doctor is going to confirm the issue this Wednesday.Continue reading “My Nails are Pretty”