On the topic of Hate, the role it plays in analysis and how to survive without it.

7/22/24 In Love of Fashion Clothing is interesting beyond its beauty. I think it’s synonymous to evolution. We’re creating embellished versions of ourselves. The dress represents fur, or feathers, or a tail. We can’t manipulate our phenotype after birth, nor can we play God in a real-life version of Spore. So we make clothes toContinue reading “On the topic of Hate, the role it plays in analysis and how to survive without it.”

Passive Work Ideation

I wrote this to my friend but this blog is the only modicum of organization I have for the mess of writings I produce so I’m going to put it up so I don’t forget how to tell my story to the coding subreddit I beg for help 6 months from now. ~ 6/6/24 I’mContinue reading “Passive Work Ideation”

An Old Notebook I Found

These are mostly from early last year. I was a ghost. This is what ghosts do. 1/12/23 I’m sorry, maybe I just wanted to write so I could slither into your interest, but if you liked the water instead, then you’d find me golden and splotchy with perpetually wet hair paired with perpetually teary eyesContinue reading “An Old Notebook I Found”

Metformin

The tone today is not pleasant. I’ve been on metformin for a little over a week and that means I have artificially induced a state of survival in my body. I can kill anything that threatens to hurt me but that doesn’t bring me joy. I’ve been going steady for a few months with aContinue reading “Metformin”